i am 22, getting married on june 27th 2015 all my life i was made fun of never really had any "true friends". i met my fiance in 2009 he was the love of my life i knew i was going to marry him and its sad because he is my only true friend. people talk to me and then stop talking to me. they say they are my friend and then only call me when they have nothing better to do or need someone to talk to. my fiance and i have had so many people back out of our wedding friends family you name it they have backed out. sometimes i feel alone and like i have no one to talk to, this is why i started blogging. to let my feelings out and talk to people that relate to me.